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Woohoo! I had a pretty good day today. I ditched work and my classes. Sigh. I had too. I needed a break. I took a nice long walk down Pasadena. With the sun shinning through the clear blue sky, it was beautiful. I don’t usually like walking, but today was an exception. I wasn’t afraid, I didn’t have any panic attacks. I guess paxil was working afterall. I wouldn’t need paxil if I was okay about myself. I still haven’t come to terms with it. I was so close to telling my little sister tonight. I wonder what tomorrow would’ve been like if I did. Someday… Honor, courage and commitment. Hoo-wah.