For the past year or so, Crawling in the Dark by Hoobastank has been my theme song. When I look into the future, all I see is the dark unknown. Some people just know exactly what they want to do with their lives. They go out and achieve their goal. I wish I was one of those folks.
Making a decision was never easy for me. I just don’t know what to do with my life. I’m a loser. I’m 26 and still haven’t completed school. Most of my friends seem to have their lives in order. Some are married, and others with a kid or two. Why can’t I be like that? Why can’t I get my life in order? When can I begin to live my life?
I will dedicate and sacrifice my everything for just a second’s worth of how my story’s ending. And I wish I could know the directions that I take and all the choices that I make won’t end up all for nothing.
Show me what it’s for. Make me understand it. I’ve been crawling in the dark, looking for the answer. Is there something more than what i’ve been handed? I’ve been crawling in the dark, looking for the answer.
Help me carry on. Assure me it’s ok to use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness. Will the ending be ever coming suddenly? Will I ever get to see the ending to my story?
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