Archive for the 'Life' Category

happy birthday

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steveo
on December 10, 2006
in Life and Sidenotes
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Happy Birthday… to me. Oh crap, I’m 30 years old now. I gotta start growing up. What’s my age again?

New Beginnings

Published
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steveo
on December 29, 2005
in Favorites, Friends and Life
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I have been reading through the blog archives. I realized that nothing has changed much. I’m still depressed. There may be moments of happiness, but they’re few and far between, scattered in a dark sea of sorrow. I’m so close and happiness is within reach but I’m too afraid to take the next step. I worry too much of what people think. I feel so ashamed when they look at me.

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Brokeback Mountain

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steveo
on December 16, 2005
in Favorites, Friends, Life and Movies
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Only once in a long time does a movie like Brokeback Mountain comes along. I couldn’t wait to watch the movie. The movie opened today at the Laemmle’s Playhouse 7. As I was buying my movie ticket, I noticed that the girl at the ticket counter was reading the book. The theater was packed…

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Crawling in the Dark

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steveo
on July 14, 2003
in Friends and Life
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For the past year or so, Crawling in the Dark by Hoobastank has been my theme song. When I look into the future, all I see is the dark unknown. Some people just know exactly what they want to do with their lives. They go out and achieve their goal. I wish I was one of those folks.

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Soul Mate Wanted

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steveo
on October 6, 2002
in Friends and Life
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I used to think that everyone has someone, a soul mate, somewhere out there. As I got older I began to realize that this was not true. That there wasn’t anyone out there for me. I feel so lonely sometimes. I have really cool friends. I’m so thankful to know them and I love each one of them. But. Even sometimes when I’m with them, I feel so lonely. I feel empty inside, like I’m missing something. Am I destined to never find love? Am I loser? What’s wrong with me?

I want somebody…