Archive for the 'Life' Category

Life Like The Weather

Published
by
steveo
on March 14, 2002
in Friends and Life
. Closed

Just when you thought summer was around the corner, nature throws a curve ball. It was such a cold and windy day today. Great day to fly a kite.

Like the weather, life is never predictable. Sometimes when you think everything was going great, the pitcher throws you curved ball. Like in the case with my friend. I thought that he was feeling better and moving on with his life. But the recent news about his ex torments him. No matter how hard he can try to find the logic in what made her do what she did, he would fail because what she did was so irrational. It’s no use losing sleep over. She shows no remorse and is not losing any sleep. I just wish there was something more I can do, but I guess the best thing I can do is to listen, stand by him, and be there when he needs me, even if I have to go to hell and back.

March

Published
by
steveo
on March 4, 2002
in Friends, Life and Macintosh
. Closed

What the hell ! I’m drunk today. I went over to my friend’s house to get drunk. I drank like 5 shots of Tequilar. I don’t give a damn what my mom gonna think about it cause’ I’m aman for god sake.[1]

Yay! It’s March. I survived February! Mac OS X is nearing it’s one year birthday. I wonder what Apple has in store for us. I’m hoping to get one of those sleek Ti Power Books.

Oh what a difference a year makes. Last year, I had no real friends. After a long day at school, I passed my time surfing the web. At the end of the day, I looked forward to nothing more than sitting alone, in my room, in the darkness, watching primetime television. Adam’s Song was my favorite song and I was full of self-loathing.

1 Haha. I actually had three shots of Tequlia and one Corona. I didn’t write that first paragraph. My friend wrote it while I was buzzed. Haha. Darn it Thao, I’m gonna give you a virus! Just kidding.

Love Sucks

Published
by
steveo
on February 3, 2002
in Friends and Life
. Closed

I hate February. The most depressing holiday of the year falls in the middle of February. Damn Valentine’s Day. I used to believe that there was someone special for each and every one of us. I used to think that everyone had a soul-mate. But now I doubt that I have a soul-mate. I envy my friends. They have found love and lost, and found love again. I’m still waiting for my first love. Am I destined to be alone in the darkness? Am I not worthy of love?

I really hate February. God, please let it be March already.

The Truth

Published
by
steveo
on January 18, 2002
in Life
. Closed

I think it’s about time I come to terms with my problem. I’m one step closer today. I have told another soul about my problem. It’s nice to know that I have someone to talk to. If anything I think it has made us a little closer. I feel strangely relieved as if the huge weight on my back has lightened a bit.

Happy Birthday

Published
by
steveo
on December 10, 2001
in Life
. Closed

Happy birthday… to me! I am no where I expected to be. You see, I had my life all planned out when I started high school. I was to be married by age 25 and maybe have a kid or two. Well, I’m no where closer to being married. I haven’t even found love yet. Here’s to the next 25 years. May I find love and happiness. Cheers!