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March

Published by Steve Lam on March 4, 2002 in Friends, Life and Macintosh. Closed Tags: , , .

Yay! It’s March. I survived February! Mac OS X is nearing it’s one year birthday. I wonder what Apple has in store for us. I’m hoping to get one of those sleek Ti Power Books.

Oh what a difference a year makes. Last year, I had no real friends. After a long day at school, I passed my time surfing the web. At the end of the day, I looked forward to nothing more than sitting alone, in my room, in the darkness, watching primetime television. Adam’s Song was my favorite song and I was full of self-loathing.

Love Sucks

Published by Steve Lam on February 3, 2002 in Friends and Life. Closed Tags: , .

I hate February. The most depressing holiday of the year falls in the middle of February. Damn Valentine’s Day. I used to believe that there was someone special for each and every one of us. I used to think that everyone had a soul-mate. But now I doubt that I have a soul-mate. I envy my friends. They have found love and lost, and found love again. I’m still waiting for my first love. Am I destined to be alone in the darkness? Am I not worthy of love?

I really hate February. God, please let it be March already.

The Truth

Published by Steve Lam on January 18, 2002 in Life. Closed Tags: .

I think it’s about time I come to terms with my problem. I’m one step closer today. I have told another soul about my problem. It’s nice to know that I have someone to talk to. If anything I think it has made us a little closer. I feel strangely relieved as if the huge weight on my back has lightened a bit.